alone at my room...miss my Lord...dont know why...God, what is that?....when sunday come, feel it's nothing and i know why..becoz i didnt go to Church...Hurm...almost 4 month here..didnt go to Church even once....spiritual hungry and thirsty of the word of God...but i know He always with me..always..always...bcoz i know Him, how He lead me by any situation...together with me, support me, love me, never leave me alone...no other like Him...He's Alpha and Omega..yang pertama dan terakhir...Lets my heart always with You Lord...never put God on the last list in ur life.. put Him at the first rank (***peringatan untuk diri sendiri***) God bless me and i know that :)


thank God i alway read the book by title "Devotion for Everyday of the Year and Bible every night. thanks to my niece who presented me the book...also i share the word of God with my Church friends, niece and my cousin..every night...so that why i get closer to Him..it's help me to know Him more and more..and know where i put Him in my life :)

Good Friday

today is a Good Friday. may we have a blessed Friday. today remind us about Him..Jesus Christ, Son of the Father died at the cross to pay for our sins..after 3 days, He risen from the dead and ascended into Heaven and sat on the right of the Father. Lets us give thank to Him for all His sacrified for us...

i want to remind myself again : 'puasa' does not means nothing, not for show off or something else..it's for Him..

then, menu for 'sahur' : 'king cup' sardin and vegetable..thanks God..!!!

today i fasted before Good Friday tomorrow. so, i woke up this morning and taking my breakfast before seven o'clock. menu is fried hotdog, vegetable and soup.

Through out the day i reminds myself why i need to "puasa". it's not for nothing, also, i remind myself that 'puasa' was not for show off i'm religious or what. honestly, i kept my mind not to think on that way because i should know why.

The only reason : Because of Him and i kept my focus on Him..He died on the cross, redeem the sins of the world. how much our Father of Heaven love us till He gave His only son for us, for our sins. God love us..when i remind all that, i cried. Thanks God being with me for whole of my life. Let's me be with you no matter what because You already choose me from the beginning.

Lord, taught me to love You and love one another because that's what You want us to do.

don't kept my mind away from what You have done for us..everyday, every years, every minutes, every second..lead us, teach us to enter Your Kingdom, Lord

KU TEMUI KASIH YANG SEMPURNA HANYA DI DALAM ENGKAU ..

**eternal life**

You are my all in all

You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all
I'm seeking You like a precious jewel
Lord, to give up I'd be a fool
You are my all in all

Jesus, Lamb of God
Holy is Your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Holy is Your name

Taking my cross my sin my shame
Raising again I praise Your name
You are my all in all
When I fall down You pick me up
When I run dry You fill my cup
You are my all in all

Jesus, Lamb of God
Holy is Your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Holy is Your name

Jesus, Lamb of God
Holy is Your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Holy is Your name

You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all
When I fall down You pick me up
When I run dry You fill my cup
You are my all in all


Jesus, Lamb of God
Holy is Your name, lets go
Jesus, Lamb of God
Holy is Your name

Lord, i give You my heart

This is my desire, to honour You
Lord with all my heart I worship You
all I have within me
I give You my praise
All that I adore is in You

Lord I give You my heart
I give You my soul
I live for You alone
every breath that I take
Every moment I'm awake
Lord have Your way in me

Note ; I give u my heart, Lord..come and lead me into Your Kingdom

mendengarkan suara Tuhan ketika di Church pagi tadi (17/04/11)...

~~~kelemahanmu anak-ku, engkau mudah bersungut-sungut, dan janganlah engkau melihat kiri kananmu sehingga engkau kuatir dengan hidupmu dan masa depanmu..bukankah Aku sudah menanggung semuanya?

~~~ ~~~ ya Allah, betapa selama ini anakMu mengandalkan kekuatanku sendiri dan percaya bahawa diri ini mampu untuk menghadapinya seorang diri sehingga lupa mengadu kepadaMu.. ku bersyukur ya Tuhan hari ini dan beberapa hari yang lalu bahawa sesungguhnya telah tersedia jawaban bagi segala pergumulanku...jawaban doa dari Allah Bapa yang di surga sangat-sangat-sangat memberi penghiburan kepadaku..

(very compassion till my tears fall rite now)

Terima kasih juga buat firmanMu yg terus memberi kekuatan kepadaku...